The Ego Exchange Rate
Why winning the moment can cost you the room.
In my last post, I pushed back on the idea of work-life balance – a concept that sounds good but doesn’t actually hold up in real leadership. It’s not a balance. It’s an exchange.
Whether we admit it or not, we are always trading something. Presence for time. Trust for control. Curiosity for certainty.
Not all exchanges are equal. And too often, leaders give up the very thing that creates connection.
And one of the most expensive exchanges? Leaders trade influence for ego.
In this post, I’m introducing another leadership exchange rate – the Ego Exchange. How we show up, especially under pressure, can either pull people in or quietly push them away.
Before we go further, let’s take a closer look at ego. Because if we don’t understand it, we can’t possibly understand what it’s costing us.
And yes… ego absolutely has a cost.
What is ego?
There are two definitions of ego operating in leadership conversations today, and it’s important to understand both before this conversation can continue in a meaningful way.
When we talk about ego in leadership, most people think of arrogance, defensiveness, or the need to be right. And to be fair, that version of ego shows up in the workplace all the time.
We’ve all experienced it – the leader who dominates the conversation, resists feedback, or prioritizes being right over being effective.
But it’s also incomplete.
Here’s where it gets interesting - in psychology, ego was never meant to be the problem. It was meant to be the regulator.
Freud* described the ego as the part of us responsible for navigating reality - balancing internal drives with external demands, helping us function, decide effectively and adapt in real time.
In other words, ego isn’t inherently inflated or destructive. It’s functional and necessary. Ego’s job is to regulate. A few examples include mediating diplomatically, delaying gratification, deciphering between a response and a reaction. Our ego is a powerful skill in itself.
If that isn’t the ego you’re familiar with, keep reading.
So if ego itself isn’t the issue, what actually matters in leadership is something else entirely.
Ego Strength
Ego strength is the capacity to stay grounded while navigating pressure, complexity and competing demands. It’s what allows a leader to hear feedback without collapsing or becoming defensive. It’s what allows leaders to make decisions without overcorrecting for approval.
Ego strength allows leaders to stay steady when tension rises, rather than tightening control or pulling away.
Ego and ego strength both have a way of announcing themselves in the room.
One demands energy. The other creates stability.
Your people can feel the difference – not just in what you say, but in how you show up.
This is where the leadership exchange rate becomes visible.
You can win the point. You can control the room. You can protect your position. And yet it still might create a cost you don’t immediately see and wonder about later.
The Lonely Win
One cost many leaders experience, but few are willing to name is the lonely win.
Here’s a question I sometimes ask executives: At the end of the day, are you the only one celebrating the win in the room?
If you enjoy celebrating alone, building alone and carrying it all yourself, that is absolutely your right and your choice.
My experience shows however, that most leaders don’t actually want that; they like the recognition and celebrating a team or organizational win with their people.
What happens instead, is subtle – after you create an impact in which your people pull back. People stop offering ideas. They conserve their energy. They shift into “just tell me what you want” mode.
And while that might feel efficient in the moment, it doesn’t build anything sustainable. It builds compliance without energy. It creates participation without drive, loyalty or innovation.
Teams don’t rally around control. Teams rally around leaders who make people feel seen, heard and part of something.
I heard a version of this from a strong leader, and it stuck with me…
Your team will follow you to the ice cream shop. But true loyalty and cohesion build a workforce that will also follow you through the struggle.
The Real Leadership Question
The most effective executives I work with ask themselves one deceptively simple question:
What am I protecting right now when I need to win? In that moment, you will find your answer.
Is it the outcome? Or is it your identity? I invite you to be honest, and curious.
The moment leaders become aware that it is a choice, something shifts.
They stop reacting and they start choosing.
That is where real influence begins. That is where the perceived need for control, turns into a more organic leaning in from your workforce.
Tips:
Before pushing your position, ask: Am I advocating for the best outcome or protecting my ego?
Notice what happens in the room after a decision. Does the energy expand or contract? That’s leadership data.
Remember – influence grows when people feel heard – even when the final decision is not theirs.
Consider This:
Where might ego be quietly increasing the cost of your leadership decisions?
When you win a decision, what happens next? Does your team feel energized or defeated?
What exchange rate are you operating under right now?
Final thought:
Leaders don’t lose influence all at once. They trade it away, one moment at a time.
Be curious.
Leading forward,
Michelle
*Freud introduced the concept of the ego as a mediator between internal drives and external reality in his 1923 work The Ego and the Id.
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A monthly reminder that thinking requires space.
February 15, 2026
When You’ve Made the Time – Now What?
You blocked the time.
Now you’re sitting there… and within three minutes or less your brain says:
“This is uncomfortable.”
“I should be doing something.”
“I’ll just outline that strategy while I’m here.”
That reaction is not a flaw. It’s conditioning. Pause and sit with it.
Most high-capacity leaders are wired for motion. Productivity feels safe. Output feels responsible. Stillness, on the other hand, can feel inefficient – even indulgent.
So the mind tries to convert this white space into a working session. But that’s not what this is.
Cognitive White Space is not structured problem-solving. It is structured openness.
It is the deliberate removal of input and pressure so the mind can integrate what it already knows.
The discomfort you feel in the first few minutes is not a signal that you’re wasting time. It’s a signal that you’ve interrupted the habit of constant production and consumption.
Sit with it. That interruption matters.
Insight rarely arrives when summoned.
Insight arrives when permitted. When you stop forcing conclusions, connections begin to surface. Themes repeat. Nuances combine. The “what if” becomes clearer than the “what’s next.”
This is why white space can feel unproductive at first. There is no visible output. No artifact. No immediate win. Integration is quiet.
If you’ve made the time, here’s what to do with it:
Place yourself somewhere that cannot be easily interrupted – outside, on a walk, or simply away from your desk.
Bring one open question – not a list.
Remove input – no email, no articles, no notifications.
Let your mind wander without steering it toward a solution. This takes practice.
Notice what returns more than once.
If nothing “productive” happens, that does not mean nothing happened. Especially if this is new – the pressure that something must occur is often the very thing that prevents it.
Clarity forms beneath awareness before it becomes language.
The goal of cognitive white space is not to produce something. It is to create the conditions where your best thinking can surface.
If it feels uncomfortable, you’re likely doing it right.
Be curious. Practice. It will pay off.
Because The Heart Of Every Great Organization Still Beats Human.™
-Michelle Ogle, Bridge Executive Coaching
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